Have no idea WHO's fingers (:


My fingers and danials finger(in the mid) and someones fingers(:

Heylo guys!
srry for nt posting for a long long time .
ytd was the best!
kay CPR course rock!
i got 100% wif 0 mistake!
was the only one sia!
FBAO n CPR okay2 .
thn after tht went to NCD day..
we got new clothes! wooohooo!
orange sia!
hope u guys not jealous ar seyh!
thn changed to half U thn changed back to full U.
we wore helmet sia!
wif glove!
wwooohoo!
dont be jealous ar!
helmet n glove .!
brought gloves home n gave back the helmet .
Monday, tuesday and Thursday got training ..
best!
This saturday is the real thing ..
morning till 8PM. woah!
haha .
cnnt wait for NDP!
woohoo!
so after the training , in the bus my batt almost flat ,
while i msg my ttm!
so in the bus home i almost sleep ..
in 159 also.
Haha.
went home msg my syg thn go to sleep .
kays thts all..
now i at my fren houz..
shh .
better be off bfore he see me playng his comp ..
haha!
muke tk tau malu seyh FARUQ!
hehe!
byes
thts all folks!

Woah i hate today! Cause i woke up late, forgotten my wallet, have a cold, exhausted! Okay today i woke up super late, at 0635h. I woke up get ready and walk all the way to CP. So i touch my behind to find that i did not bring my wallet along with me! So i ran back home, without using my umbrella, just to fetch my wallet along ==. Suck! So i went off , dash across the roads, without using umbrella. So i think i was sweating when i was wet. Haha. So i reached in the LRT at 0713h. I was so soaked, that i could hear myself squuuuiiiick! Haha. So i reached class at 0740 found my classmate looking at me. Lol im wet look! So taking science exam, i didnt learn so i have no brain cell forming up, i cnt breath with my running nose. So i improvise, by sitting up straight and think of my happy place.

So after that my day turned really bad. I bought food so little it cost $1.90. Wtf? Tht doesnt even worth! So nvm. i waisted $2 in just one second. Haizzzz. So today i tot after sch we went to CP again. But we went playing comp at sch. Haha! After that invited Nazrul again, and continued in our quest to find the perfect lady! flirt around. Lol!

So bored now! So i gtg! bye-bye. BTW pls invite me faruq_mh2@hotmail.com. thnkyou

Well you guys are so funny. You guys easily got trapped. Mwahahaha! Once i say 'i love someone' then you guys believe every word in this place. just testing if u guy can see the word LOVE. haha. Lol and please don't make up stories like this and that. Those girls are innocent==.
Its your fault i was hated! grrr!

Well today was great! I think i could pass my Dnt and Math! lol, no chance! haha. So Math was so confusing. This and that. Then Dnt was well the same as Math! Haha. Tmr is Science and Literature. Hard enough, but its our last paper! yeah!.After that on Friday no sch! More playday! Will meet aidil pt Best of friday!

Today, alfi and i went kfc saw nazrul. So we distrubed them for a momment. Well not a momment but the whole trip at Compass point! haha! so after the KFC trip, went best for games, but nazrul was not willing to play games. So went outside see a birds-eyeview of the whole compass point! Then i saw two girls, from holy innocent, they also spotted us. So i told Nazrul and Alfi. They got so excited. So our plan is, Walk near them go near and ask for number. Haha flirt ! So went there so Nazrul went but we left him alone. Wtf he got her number. So we shared, but nazrul tk boleh!, me and Alfi. Msg her until now end (:

Best! So maybe seeing her tomorrow! haha(:

Guys you might be guessing why do i have a scar. This scar is the day i fought with my brother! If i was a hot-tempered faruq like old times, i would show face! But its for me to relax! Haha. pls donot ask me! == thnks!

One by one my friends go. Their blogs are private. Iw ould like to ask you, are you guys privating ur blog? Haha posting at night (: My brother is busy watch Harpy Iscoast(east coast).
Lame la faruq ==. Lol! So Syukriah, no need to get high la (: Its just a crush! Hehe (:. Been smiling all day(: . I saw my neighbour i smiled, i saw Apek i smiled , a saw Haziq i beat him up! mwaahaha.

I have fallen in love (; But then she is not ready yet. Been msging her until above her usual! Her max free msging is 1000, i msg more than that! (: . Hope u dont get scolding from ur papa darling ;D . Then she say she not well. I didnt know what to do. So i told her to rest and eat panadol. She refused, but i was so worried. I kept on wlking around thinking of an idea. So i told her to rest. Lol , really no idea! as so worried, until she said she was fine at around 8 . Then i was glad.

So today i helped my dad by taking his pants at the shop. When i reached there, she said its not ready coz she forgot == . Thn she told me to go 'jalan-jalan' lol! So my head was totaly blanked, i walk around CP like org giler. Went in Best but so boring. Then walked at second floor , walked one circle. Then i felt that i saw fir/rev/firdaus. I am confused. I feel like la. So i went to best again. But this time i gotta to hold the xbox! But the fifa09 cannot be played! Ouhmy! Thn went to second floor again. walked one round again. before i went up, i saw someone who looked like haziq. So i went in Best, again, and saw Haziq and Nafis waiting for MAMA PUNDEK (: Haha. So Talked2 take pant and go home.. (:

Thats all (:!

Ouhmy! i think im in love. But this time she loves me back. But i feel like there is a barrier thats blocking us. Cause she's chinese. But i try to find the true path. Very weird? I know! Very fast also! Thats because im been msging her alot (:

Will be with you, Laopo! ;D

As the days change, my brother gets sickening. He goes to camp in the morning , at six , while i go to school. When i get home, about 5:30, ill play comp for like 30 minutes , and he will be home and scold me. I will keep quiet and continue playing . As usual , i will update my blog at night. By 8 or 9 pm .

So yesterday, he played at 6:30pm till i dont know when. This made my blood flow faster and made my headache worsten. so i forget about it by msg-ing my mei-mei(: . So i went out with my mom, sister and brother-in-law. i thought we are going somewhere cool. But actually, we went to my sister 'undone block' at punggol. It was so dark . Forest at the side, with darkness surrounding the block and a vesak day prayer. F-ing creepy. Not saying im scared or what. Im just stating the fact.

So in the car, msg-ing mei non-stop. Then gave mummy a shout out! Happy mothers day mummy! I msg-ed her too(: Then my mom was really irritated with my 'farting msg tone'. Thn we went home. On reaching home, my sister said she wanted to go to the market. So i followed her. In the lift, reached the ground floor and saw something unusual. There is this white bird that looks sick and wet but it had not rain that night. "Ehk?" i said suppiciously. Then my sister said dont do that. "Jangan tegur!" she warned me(I dont noe the word in english). So i was like 'ouh shit!' Then my sister turn back, she said the bird wasnt there. So i turned. I saw a girl hang on a tree wearing white with long hair. No just kidding. I saw nothing either, no sign of a white bird. So i thought of those creepy events. Then a shivering act came upon me, i shaked so suddenly. it was not cold nor hot. So when we were going back home, my shiver stopped when i went in my house. So yesterday was creepy.

Thats all i think. So ill be posting again tomorrow:) goodbyes!

wow! i thought i was the only person that had a good day today. Firstly, i walk to school happy without bringing a big chuncks of books and big heavy bag. Well, suddenly after i read 19 pages of 'breaking dawn', i seem to be glued to books. I thought i hate books. i have no idea what came up to me. This excites me! The suspence, the imagination and the love.

Paragraphic! hahha! I feel weird. The sudden change in my blog. Finaly someone with english in their blog? U would ask. Well actually , my English SUCK! really. But the funny thing is, i love speaking in malay but i hate malay! shit! Moving on, firstly when i went in the class, i saw the room half-dark. Everyone holding on to their files reading continuesly. This made me wonder, would they even remember a word that is in that file? I sat down, thinking what to do. I zipped opened my small bag , took out Breaking Dawn, and begin reading it. Why should i stress up the minutes that could be used for reading?

"Why you reading this?" Someone asked , "you not scared to fail is it?" He added .
"Well, i want to read" i answered. He keep his word to himself, and continued "revising" his file. "I read this because english comes from book."I said in my heart. "That is what my teacher, Mdm Low teached me."I continued. It seems that its real! look around. My blog had changed so far beyong the oasis. This is great! Look at times i was "emoing", my english was that terrible?! i cannot believe myself writing that!

Dear Readers, Please note that this "English-sided-me," will not last long. Haizz.. this will always be remembered in heart! People smilibng away after seeing a day as bright as today. They wish everyday will be this kind of day. Evey moment not a drop of rain nor a stike of lighting. A day with hope and not a single pain. Not a dark floating around.. Just the sky with white clear clouds.
Thats my World!

Well that is the end of my post for today! good night my readers! sweet dreams and good luck in ur MYE!

lol yeah today got beaten up!
wooohoo!
ytd also!
haekal and megat punch!
best sak..
tapi ytd Fazil nk nanges!
booohoo!
today suck..
i rmb separation
but not merger
This is so hard...
im suck at history!
science suck .
math Danial kene ryt report for talking in class ==
thn i say ,
talk in class detention .
sneeze caning ar?
cough expelled!
cool kn?!
CME chnge to LIT
i dnt understnd..
if i seat bside ms"sextoyaddict".
ltr i hear alot of horny things..
lol!
keep on it!
u rule!
after sch went to the canteen..
tibe2 got bird hit the fan and the head dislocated from its body(:
thts wat i love
thn saw it ..
woah blood!
thn mrTan told us to pick it up..
thn i pick up la..
with my bare hands..
its was so squezy!
wooh!
put in the plastic bag ..
made sakinah scream!
and made nadia run ...
hhaha!
okay la fun..
thn go to dnt
do touch up..
and maybe i could get high marks for the smoothness
tapi design pimary sch nye!
hehe..
the wood is natural and shiny!
and sand it well to make it smooth..
thn teacher said mine was good..
after tht went out to plat basketball ,
with out aprons!
got stucked on the bar..
but abel jumped really high!
wooh!
cool sia!
after tht get my hair short and home(:
thts all folks!

wht a luck..
wait for a mnth ,
and i got left lyk rubbish..
u nvr cared..
not even once...
and i think u saw me ,
at d&t room..
but u pretended not to see me..
thts my opinion..
guess we have nth in common..
guess u think im just shit tht u cn flush away..
well i think even shit has feelings..
y do i feel so pissed of?
izit bcoz ur doing this?
hahhk..
i dnt noe wat else to think..
i think i hav to move on..
treat u as a fren..
well thr ar more thn u in this world
mayb i could find ppl more willing..
great..
faruq u just make the biggest shit out of urself..
well we have to learn from our shits..
i may don wanna leave but i choose too..
so i wish you the best..
gd luck!
faruq..
tht was kindda stupid
but stupidity are for us to grow..
learn..
be independent..
choose wisely..
this is faruqali..
and im not gonna stop my journey!
yeah!

done nth today!
just sat infront of tv or comp..
haiz..
bored..
i have downloaded new songs and vid..
psychosocial music video!
nice..

Tday again..
really bored ..
but hellsing is still great!
while watching hellsing ,
i ask myself qns..
msg her or not?
i speechless...
or maybe typeless??
idk wht to say..
well as per normal..
she doesn't want me in her life..
but still working out a plan..
idk..
hope someone wakes me up..
im in a dream..
i noe so..
didnt think ths much people cared..
but i wonder..
why this much people cared..
but u dont..
why?
ouhya..
nazrul..
(last emo poost kay?? Hehe!)
felt tht the world aint fair..
but it is not the world..
its me..
waiting ,
waiting ,
and waiting for you ..
just waiting for you to online ur msn ..
keeps me till 12+
through this ,
i feel tht u blocked me or somethng..
swine flu..
its coming ryt?
does tht mean the end of ..
the world?
people are scared ..
we have sin waiting to be forgiven..
some wants their sins to grow..
some just wants them to go...
your life could end at any time..
any state..
miracle realy happen..
but does my miracle happens?
sure not..
heh..
smile not for the sake of smiling..
smile for sake of myself..
smile when happy..
but i smile when im down..
ya..